Depression and anxiety had me in a chokehold
7 years old I couldn’t breathe when fear came
At 9 I prayed daily and felt His peace at night
Thirteen insomnia haunted my life
Lost my way until fifteen
I started writing and felt His presence
Shared my passion and was laughed at
Insecurities came up and so did self injury
Felt sick to my stomach everyday
Held my chest at the sight of intimidation
Who was God? I was now mocking him
College came and He was out of my life
I no longer believed
Three hit and runs and two rapes later
Got tatted Song of Songs 4:7
Hello Lord I’m back
I know you love me so I’m here
On my own again
Introduced to crystals, tarot and reiki
Bye God, I found instant manifestation
The Devil came in my life
Passing out and hallucinations
Then a car crash
“Come back to me”
He calmly tells me
Yes, Jesus
I am here, please forgive me
Repented and read His word daily
The Lord is my Savior
Jesus, I love you and I trust you
End Escapism, Seek His Kingdom 🖤✝️ 